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Friday, 23 October 2009
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Anything Else But the Truth
By The Honorary Title
see relatedAnything Else But The Truth.
"Two years have passed and nothings changed, that's alright. Still you just wait for that embrace, it's alright".
Gosh, it's been a while since I've written anything. Things have really been hectic. I'll try my best to recap.
Well, my computer got a terrible virus, due to me downloading a music software that I didn't check first. Well, long story short, I reformatted and got my music back with the help of my older brother. Well! A couple of days later I left for Cesar's, and Travis apparently got on my computer, and looked up porn. Well, the problem with that is, he's idiotic, and clicks anything. So now my computers dying again. I need to reformat it again! >..>
The play is in absolute full swing. Our first showing is Thursday. Our last play rehearsel was actually yesterday, and then sunday is the first Tech Rehearsel, doing all of the lights and the technical stuff. Almost all of the work is done and it's truly turning out to be magnificicent. I'm really looking forward to getting it all over with. It's been hell having to stay eleven hours a day at the school, and I don't have that kind of sleep time to keep doing it. It's gonna' be amazing though, I know it will. Everything is falling into place nicely.
Rereading my old entry, I suppose I'll start there. My grades are really good at the moment, and I'm proud about that. Very convenient because my parents will stay off my back. About the dance, I never got to go. They canceled it due to lack of chaperones or something. I really wanted to go. But oh well.
Mine and Erin's four months was on the fifteenth. We're doing well still. I really miss her, and we haven't been able to talk a lot due to my computer crashing, and the play stuff. It's been annoying, but nonetheless. Hopefully we'll be able to hang out soon.
As for Halloween, yes, it is coming up very soon. I don't know what I'm even going to dress up as yet. I want to spend Halloween with Erin, if that's possible, and since it's on a Saturday, it should work out. I just really need to find something throw-together for the thing, but still look good and not really lame. Hopefully I'll find something.
My PSP was stolen, and I'm pretty mad about that. I hate thieves. I don't think stealing is wrong, if it's an absolute neccesity, or if it is from a store, but from people, individuals, I can't stand it. It pisses me off. I don't steal from people, ever. I will be getting a 120Gig Zune for Christmas, and until then, I have to settle for nothing. The bus rides are helacious with no music. Hearing the same black kids blast th same songs consecutively for fourty minutes. It drives me insane. Thank god I'm not riding it home. I'd end up killing someone.
I suppose that's all for now. I'll try to be more regular with my entries again, documenting things that happen a lot quicker. With my bad memory and all, I'm suprised I'm even still able to keep these going. Haha. Well, as more progresses, I shall write on them as well.
Until Next Time,
~Johnny
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
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Anthology 1
By The Beatles
I'm Looking Through You.
see relatedI'm Looking Through You.
"I'm looking through you, where did you go? I thought I knew you, what did I know? You don't look different, but you have changed. I'm looking through you, you're not the same".
Alas, time passes as we grow older still, and things change. We change, people change, places change, your perspective on things, change. I've seemed to notice things in a slightly different perspective lately. Kind of as if I'm looking more inside them, rather than outside of them. As if I am seeing them for the first time, appreciating them more, realizing what I have is grand, and nothing to complain about. I must sound ludicrous. But oh well. I'm just happy. :]
First things first. The play practice is in full swing, and all is going well. I'm doing a lot better than I first had perceived and I'm proud of myself. It's going to be a phenomonal show, and I can't wait until everything is finished. I've made a lot of new friends while going to play practice. Lots of 'em really. It's nice to meet new people, and share common interests and whatnot on a socialist level. Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver but the other is gold. Haha. I still remember that from when I was a little bitty kid. Hmm. More school things. I got my progress report yesterday. I'm doing well in all of them except for Spanish, which I am currently working on at this given time. I made up a test today and had to be at school around seven in the morning. My faggot spanish teacher didn't even bother to show up until around seven fourty or so. I read about Miguel and Juan for fourty minutes. >..> I had to make up the test for being absent last Thursday. I woke up puking, and didn't feel well at all, and it wasnt' hard to make up, it was just inconvenient and annoying.
The school dance is this Saturday. Homecoming dance anyway. I want to go, but only if Erin is able to come with me. I know we go to different schools and all, but I don't mind. I want to spend time with her, and I think it'd be a nice thing for the both of us to share with one another. I was really debating on weather or not goign because I found out it was a Hawaiian theme. I heard from several people that the theme also meant you had to dress accordingly, but from a higher source, I found out that is not the case and all is well. If Erin can go, then that shall be my Saturday plans. I'm looking forward to them, hopefully they won't get shot up and then shot down. My hopes that is.
Well, I suppose that's all for now. I shall post more as time progresses.
Until Next Time,
~Johnny
Monday, 14 September 2009
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Strawberry Fields Forever.
"Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see. It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out. It doesn't matter much to me."
I don't think I've ever been this tired in my entire life. Last night, I had a bit of insomnia strike me, and I was unable to fall asleep. What little I did sleep, I got around maybe a total of an hour. I was completely wide awake at school today, despite my sleep deprived body from the previous night. I'm probably going to pass out somewhere along the lines of writing this, but oh well, let's get on with it.
This weekend was very very unproductive, except for Sunday. Friday, my mom took Jerrod home. Since Jerrod doesn't have school, he stays here during the week sometimes. Well, she took him home for absolutely no reason and that pretty much fucked up my whole weekend. I hadn't planned on doing a lot, but I'd at least have someone to spend it with. Well, Friday and Saturday, I did absolutely nothing. Sunday, I went to Erin's house. ^^ It was absolutely fantastic seeing her. I know we had seen each other the previous weekend, but it felt like forever, and it does now too, although it has only been a day. We were gonna' go to a bookstore and then to see a movie, but I'm not sure what happened, but we stayed at her house, cuddled, and watched Sonic. xD It was quite an enjoyable Sunday. She let me barrow Sonic, two books, (Crank, and Burned) and a jacket. I read Crank today, and finished it during school. It was pretty great. I'll be starting Burned tomorrow. Wells, mine and Erin's three months is tomorrow, and I'm happy as can be. ^^ What with being able to see her this weekend, and being able to see eachother a lot more than I had thought was to be so.
Not too much more to tell really. This entry was mostly to keep me awake, and update slightly. I shall write more as time progresses.
Until Next Time,
~Johnny
Monday, 07 September 2009
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The Airborne Toxic Event
By The Airborne Toxic Event
Sometime Around Midnight.
see relatedSometime Around Midnight.
"And it starts...Sometime around midnight, or at least that's when you lose yourself for a minute or two.."
It's been a short while, but it feels as if it's been forever. I stayed up until around three last night, and I should have went to bed earlier, I woke up at eight thirty today. That's late for me, considering I wake up at six every morning normally. So let's cap up the recent.
School has been okay. Nothing hard, and nothing drama wise. We've had a few quizzes and whatnot, but I've been doing well, and so far so good. Hopefully it will stay that way. I've been getting more sleep at night on the weekdays by going to bed early. I also made the play at my school. The Chronicles of Narnia. I'll be the dwarf. I was expecting to get another part of much less value, but apparently Ragland has faith in me, and decided to give me a better role. I'm satisfied with it. Hopefully it will turn out well. I've made a couple of new friends at school, and got to see a lot of old ones, and it all seems to be okay. Let's hope it stays that way.
Jerrod came over Friday after school, and he's been here since. Mostly since he's been here, we've just watched some movies, played some games, and chilled. He's become a really close friend and that's always good. I gauged my ears to 2's on Friday, and I'm slowly progressing towards my 00's. Gotta' get some more cash though. Juliet said that she's gonna' get me some 0's as an early birthday gift. I'm excited. ^^ I got to see Erin this weekend also. :] Sunday, we hung out together and went swimming in the pool at the Y. I haven't swam in a good number of years it was great to see her again. I've really missed her, a lot. Seeing her smile just melts my soul and puts me in a whirlwave of love filled delusion. I've really really missed spending time with her. Hopefully we can hangout another weekend soon. She gave me my notebook that she spent an incredible amount of time on. It's amazing. I love it. Oh! Can you beleive it's already been almost three months since me and Erin have been together? My how time flies. It feels like it's been a lot longer, and a lot shorter, but y'know what they say. Time flies.
Band practice is today. I'm pretty tired, but it's whatever I guess. It's only for two hours so that shouldn't be too bad. Afterwards, if I can, I'm going to hangout with my friend John. Well, me and Jerrod are. -yawns- We're not gonna' be ready for our Gig. Ba'al Agade, I mean. We haven't had any practice since it was scheduled because of school and all. It's been a little hard for the band, but we're trying to make do with what we have.
Well that's all for now I suppose. The only eventful things that have really happened are me spending time with Erin, and me making the play. I'll post more as time progresses. Hopefully something interesting will happen that I can write about that isn't anything bad.
Until Next Time,
~Johnny
Monday, 24 August 2009
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Approaching Normal
By Blue October
Say It.
see relatedI Don't Wanna' Hear You Say It.
"Well I confess, you were too much stress. I’d have a heart attack at best So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out. I spit it on the crowd. Cause they lift me up, they lift me up, they lift me up when I'm feelin' down."
So it's the first full week of school now. Monday didn't go so bad. You'd think it was. School started Wednesday and I'm pretty adjusted to it already. It's not as bad as I thought it would be, but a lot has really been on my mind lately. I'll probably write a lot for this entry.
So let's start out with school. My teaches are all great. I like them. You have Mr. Elliot, Aka Professor Lupin. He's the biology teacher, and he's pretty cool. He jokes around a lot, and is serious as well. He seems to be a class I'll learn something in. Then you have Ms. McKee. She's my English teacher. She is really friendly, and some of the students give her a hard time. I like her as a teacher, and no complaints yet. She's been real friendly and nice to everyone so far. Next, Mr. Horn, my social studies teacher. This is by far my favorite teacher. It's pretty hard to describe Mr. Horn. He's very strict, and he sounds as if he's angry all of the time, but I can see through that with him. His passion is teaching kids, and he does it well. He's not afraid to joke around and say whatever's on his mind. He's also colorblind, haha. He loves music and reading too. Mine and his literature/music senses are a lot alike. Students think he's mean, but he just really wants them to listen to him, and do their work. I understand completely. I think I'll do well in his class. Next, Ms. Norman. She teaches algebra. She's really nice and all, but I know I'll have a hard time in her class. Math is not my strong point, at all, and it really comes as a disability to me. I'm great at other stuff, but math, eh, not so much. I just hope I'll pass the class. But as far as teaching goes, she's pretty cool. Then you have Ms. Sims. Child development teacher. Now, I signed up for Child Development because I was planning on becoming a Child's Psychologist, and I thought it'd be good for that, but I've changed my mind, and it's just there now. I'm not really unhappy with it, nor happy. It's whatever really. It's a decent class, it'll be easy too. It'll give me a credit, and I can take naps when I'm done with work. The class is an hour and a half, but it goes by decently fast. Ms. Sims is petty nice too. And last but not least, you have Mr. McCauley. Spanish teacher. He's a white guy, which is a first for me as for a Spanish teacher. He's pretty nice, and acts like he's very interested in helping his students. I haven't really learned anything new in his class yet, it'll be awhile, but I know he'll teach well. I also have Art and PE but I don't have those until next Semester. I signed up for Art because my old favorite teacher, Mr. Ragland, my fifth grade art teacher, told me to sign up. He was teaching it. I did. Guess who moved to Drama? It made me mad, but eh. It's whatever. I think as far as school years, pertaining to school goes, it will be an okay year. It's nice to see all of my friends again as well. I saw Jonathon and Marshall, two friends of mine, in the car line on Thursday. They both said they wer both thinking about reenrolling. Made me happy. I hope they do. It'd be pretty awesome to have them back. I guess that's it as of teachers and whatnot.
So okay. I'm pretty not okay with the fact that me and Erin aren't going to the same school. I mean, I thought I'd be fine with it and all, I mean I am, it's just hard for us. I really wish we could see eachother more often. And it's not that I don't mind waiting, I don't, I love her, it's just It'd be nice to be able to see her whenever I wanted, (School) or every weekend or so. But since both of our parents are super lazy, it's hard for us to see eachother even on weekends. Erin told me she's not going to be in South Carolina during the summer. I didn't want to tell her this, but it's really upset me. Waht with us not being able to see eachother a lot during school, I was really looking forward to the Summer. A lot. But now that I know she won't be here, it just really hurts me. Because then when we actually can see eachother, school will be back in session, and we won't be going to the same school again, and it'll just be the exact same with hardly ever seeing eachother on weekends. I don't mind waiting, as I've said, but it just really hurts to not be able to see her. :/ Makes me really upset sometimes. Not to mention since Erin isn't in school yet, she has to wait all day just to be able to talk to me. And then we do get to talk, after school, I can't talk long because I'm super tired, and have to go to bed early. :/
A lot has been going through my mind. I've really honestly though about picking up smoking again, but I know it's terrible for you, and none of my friends want me to start back. I don't really want to start back, it's just that it helps worries and stress. I'm just trying to think positive and not really worry about anything. -sigh- I'll just try to keep my head up.
I spent the weekend with Jerrod again. First time in a while at his house though. We watched a bunch of movies, and we hung out with Cesar some too. Got to play Guitar Hero with him for the first time in forever. It was pretty chill. Speaking of weekend things, I'm pretty positive me and Erin won't get to see eachother this weekend. It's fine, there's always other weekends, but I just miss her is all. Friday, I plan on going to the Woodmont High football game. That's where I met a bunch of people last year. And then Saturday and Sunday, I don't have any plans. I'll try to figure something out by then. Hopefully something good.
I heard on the radio there's going to be a Guitar Hero Tournament at some place. Don't know where, didn't hear, but it'll play again. They said the winner takes home a $10,000 guitar signed by some guy. If I win, I'll sell it to someone and save my money. I really hope I can go. That'd be so badass.
I suppose that's all for now. It's been a lot already. I'll post more as time progresses.
Until Next Time,
~Johnny
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- Name: Johnny
- Birthday: 11/5/1993
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My birth name is John. Call me Johnny. There's a lot to say about myself. I'm probably different than anybody you've ever met before, and I don't say that trying to be different. I have a lot of morals and odd views on particular things. I've also been through a lot in my life that I shouldn't have had to go through, but the past is what shapes the future, and here I am. My life is an open book. I could care less who knows what about me. Anything that has to do with me, I'm freely expressive with it as long as your polite about the matter. I would consider myself a decent person. I seem to be advanced for my age. Emotionally, not necessarily physically. I have a lot of friends, but only a few whom I'd do anything for. Those people know who they are. I tend to hide my feelings from a lot of people. I can't stand other people worrying about me. It drives me insane. I normally put all of the people in which I'm close to before myself. Others happiness seems to have always been a priority.
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